So, I'm a pretty crazy all over the place chaotic person, that somehow can actually succeed at life, by my own definition. Maybe not by someone else's. Anyways, I like showing it, and often that explodes into my wardrobe. Lately, because of actually having to dress like a sensible person at work (though I've slipped some things by, like a bright orange skirt/pant that looks like I'm wearing flower petals. Ah yea'.)I haven't been able to show it off as much as I like to. So today I decided to. I described it to a friend as "All chaotic, bright, and funky with a bit of treasure and shine."
Also, I realized today that I need to remember that not everyone has skin that's a mile thick, like me. I haven't been offended, embarrassed, awkward or insulted in years, but today when I was out with two friends, one mistakenly offended the other with a joking comment, then the offended party acted cold, and I had no idea why! When I got home and asked if they were alright (via IM) they told me why. I was kind of flabberghasted. But it made me step back and think..."Oh yeah. Not everyone is totally outgoing and non-pulsed by any comment that could be taken offensively."
The way I think of it, it doesn't matter. It just doesn't matter. Maybe the meant it offensively. Maybe they didn't. Will it matter in anything I do with my life? Should I let it affect me? No. So it won't. It's going to roll off my back with the river and get washed away. I wish I could go swimming. The river is my stress release. It really does wash it all away...<3
Anywho, skiing tomorrow! So bed...oh wait, it's tomorrow. Well, bed today. And skiing today! I love to ski!
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